Ever the struggle - and ever more the pain. Never knowing comfort; terminal refrain. i should wish for something simple! something easy; something sane - i should hope for something common - less inclined to foster pain.
Bathe my brain in hormones - let the chemicals run free. I hope to change my outlook, or maybe just be who I aim to be! It is not that who I was, was wrong; Not wasted, nor unwell. But sometimes I need a life raft to pull me up from Hell.